Human

"Human"
by Brandy

I've said sorry over a thousand times
Is there anything to say to you to help you dry your eyes?
I would make it all better if I could, I hope you realize
I cry when you cry, I hurt when you hurt
I make mistakes but I can't turn back time

(I'm only human)
Forgive me
(I'm only human)
Love me
(I'm only human)
Save me, save me from myself
(I'm no super woman)
Embrace me
(I'm fragile and broken)
You're just like me (oh)

I'm perfectly human
I might just tell a lie
I'm perfectly human
But I'm an angel in disguise

I'm staring in the mirror and a stranger's looking back
What are you afraid of, girl? The future or the past?
If you wanna see inside of me all you have to do is ask
I cry when you cry, I hurt when you hurt
I've made mistakes but I can't turn back time

I'm only human
Forgive me
(I'm only human)
Love me
(I'm only human)
Save me, save me from myself
(I'm no super woman)
Embrace me
(I'm fragile and broken)
Just like you, oh

I'm perfectly human
I might just tell a lie
I'm perfectly human
But I'm an angel in disguise

Maybe what tears us apart is what brings us back together
And everything that makes us different really brings us closer
Could you hold me (for a little while)?
Could you love me (without a doubt)?
I need you, I need you

(I'm only human)
Forgive me
(I'm only human)
Love me
(I'm only human)
Save me, save me from myself
(I'm no super woman)
Embrace me
(I'm fragile and broken)
You're just like me (oh)

I'm perfectly human
I might tell a lie
I'm perfectly human
But I'm an angel in disguise

We're only human (perfectly human, oh)
I might just tell a lie
I'm perfectly human (oh, oh)
But I'm an angel in disguise

I'm perfectly human (perfectly human)
I might just tell a lie
I'm perfectly human
We're all angels in disguise

D

Dramx

I don't know what to say.. someone's got a tat! (hint: not me) that's all I'm saying. I mean, I'm a big believer in tattoo, but I don't think it's appropriate to get one at this point, first, I don't have income yet and secondly, I want it to be special. I witnessed some unpleasant situation (miles away from here) and It makes me sad to this day. I don't want to disappoint. I just made this post vague, cuz I need some release, without reveal it too much.

On the other part, I got a very cute news (cute cuz it's about my dogs). Mom told me that like two days ago, she brought Jokker to a vet to get him checked (he got some weird situation, involving anus. there I said it). She went there by herself (as far as i know.. whatever), so of couse, she couldn't bring both of dogs (o fyi, Rockey is super close with mom. He's sorta like spoiled brat) so she left Rockey at home, with my dad. As she got back from the vet with Jokker, my dad and Rockey went out to greet em. My dad told my mom that Rockey cried (or howled) when he found out he was left behind. Dad also mentioned that, when Rockey found out Jokker was gone, he was super anxious, he went back and forth, door to door, and at one point, waited nearby the window, checking out if Jokker is coming back or not. I think that was very cute, since I know that Rockey is pretty dominant over Jokker and it's all about me, me, me or me first when it comes to Rockey and to found out that Rockey actually inseparable with Jokker, is actually adorable. Oh, yes, when Jokker got home, Rockey was brutally happy, he sniffed out Jokker. They're inseparable. That's brotherly love AND that's made my day (or night).
D

MIXER April '09: Beyoncé

Queen B is on the cover, two to be exact. I can't decide which cover suits the best, so I just going for both of 'em. So I put is as so-called collector edition. Beyoncé is the hottest diva in the business today! she's everywhere. Her latest album is her best work yet! I'd definitely put a ring on it. D

Spring Broke

The holiday of the season is officially started and yet, I feel bored. I don't know what to do, everybody seems has something going on. I really wanna go places, but money's tight. So, NJ is the place to go!

I wanna see my friend/old school's mate/video partner, Rani. But since fall, we got things going on: family's coming, new courses and stuff. For me it's annoying to see people growing up. Call me nuts, but I love to stay young. I don't wanna deal with stress in society or what not. I'm bitter.

Anyway, I don't wanna talk about that - let's back to Spring Break. Actually I don't feel like this is a holiday, cause I know I still have plenty to do: the projects, warning grades (yes, 2 warning grades), and shits. I'm stressing out. I just wanna curl up in my bed, and sleep the days away. Also, want to resume my gym routines. I know I should call it off, but I wanna keep the membership til I get back to Indo.

Speaking of Indo, I only have 2 months away! Alright! So excited. I wanna see my mom, dogs and friends. Hopefully she's already in Indo.. not somewhere else, like Shanghai or whatever.

Ok then, Happy Spring Breaking! D

Madness

This month is both good and bad and a little ugly. I have (as well as the other students) to work on 2 other garments: pants and a geometric dress. It's kinda bad for me 'cause apparently, my spring break would not be too relaxing as it was last year. The other thing is, the ugly part, is that I have to fix my bloody paper dress. Sigh. I'm so tired on that one. Shorten it up, put black tapes all over it. Stitch up the skirt band (which is ridiculously hard). So much for my spring break, which brings me to the good part. You guessed it, Spring Break!

Anyway, get bored as usual (although I have plenty of assignments to keep me busy) but, I wanna post what's my current listening! Enjoy.

Katy Perry - "Thinking Of You"
A surprise for me, cuz I've never really love her song, but she got me with this one.

Daft Punk - "LV Spring '08 Fashion Show Mix"
Still in love with this one. My major source of inspiration!

Sara Barailles - "Gravity"
Good mellow song, good for showers too!

Girls Aloud - "The Loving Kind"
I know, sissy gay-ish song. But I love the ethereal disco theme. Whatever.

Ray LaMontagne - "You're The Best Thing"
I just love his vibe! Great James Morrison-esque type of track.

Madonna f/ Justin - "4 Minutes"
It's stuck in my head. Can't help it. Good workout song!

Anggun - "Still Reminds Me"
The only Indonesian artist that I respect. It's an old song, oldie but goodie.

-D

Happy Birthday, Rockey!

Today, March 3rd, is my buddy's bday! Rockey who turns two today!Looking big, he is now. I'm so happy, I ate pasta and Indomie today. Have a good one (despite of the heavy snow) :D

PS: click here for JoRock new video! :D